Monday, February 13, 2006
I have insomnia since last week. Haven't been sleeping well. I think about alot of stuff, and I can't seem to reduce the amount of stuff that I think about.
It's Valentines' day today. I have never celebrated this occasion. Haah well I ever celebrate this day with pals. And hours ago with A21 girls. But never with a lover. I still think about special people who came and left. I do like to feel special in the eyes of others.
Once he said he was really bored at work, and he started carving my name on an eraser. He even made a box out of styrofoam to place the eraser in. The box resembled an oven, and his masterpiece turned out very presentable. It was the sweetest gift I've ever received. He didn't mind waking up earlier for work so he can accompany to school, he didnt want to go home, but to his sister's flat, because it was near my place, which means he can send me home. And he will follow me home. All the way home. And we'll end up sitting at the bus stop, chatting all the way. He will bug me to take photo, though I would reject him because I don't look as good as him in photos. I taught him how to read notes, while he coached me on the drums. Well, many good memories I have to admit. But I truly believe that nothing lasts forever. I'm not sad, really. I'm pretty happy now, with special people there to touch me with the sweetest words and gestures. Telling me how capable I can be, if I am willing to try. To try all ways to make me smile after a bad day. To care to ask about my busy life. To give me the best that he can offer to me so many times. I'm happy enough. :) And I hope this feeling will last... for some time.
Happy Valentines' Day to my lovely friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
