He didn't dare to tell me the truth because he thinks that I'm not open minded, and that he's afraid he'll scare me. Yes yes, he's right, I was in a total state of shock when I first heard about it, and I'm still very shocked at this juncture.
He knows me well, I really am not open minded, and I'm fine with being like that. I can't take the truth, I think. But nothing's absolutely right or wrong in this world, I can't force him to change whatsoever. Acceptance does not mean approval. Somehow, I feel like I cannot even accept it. I think I'm such a busybody. It's none of my business. Anyway I only see him three days a week now. And thinking about it, if Elton John can marry his boyfriend, why can't anybody else.
I'm glad that he told my colleague that he don't know how to tell me, and he's afraid he'll frighten me. Well, at least it matters to him. He's my first gay friend. That's damn sad.
Gosh. .
8:28 AM
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aspiring sangfroid
kill my dreams
revive my abhorence
i loathe you
oh yes i do
