Tuesday, January 31, 2006
What does a cellist do when he's playing? He is going into depression.
What does a cellist do when he's not playing? Nothing, he has depression.
this is so me.
Monday, January 30, 2006
I was tidying my room a while ago. CDs all over the place. I decided to take a shot of my sammi discs collection.
Strictly speaking, I've only got 16 out of 46 sammi albums. I'll complete the collection. One day!
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Cai recommended me this site, where she uploaded her band's stuff. Haah. Uploaded my version of 'sway' . Yes yes, quite screwed, practically yelling into the recorder. Try to enjoy it haa. Dont mock.
http://www.purevolume.com/faithc
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I Go
Losing my Control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth I
ndeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Love the tune. Colleague recommended to me.
If Its Mine And Meant To Be,
It Can Go Round The World,
But It'll Come Back To Me
This life is too short to be sad and sorry
I took the above from his site. Yes yes. Drumsticks. Sometimes I wonder if he ever think back about it. About me. Alright I should stop here.
Cashier : 1 bun for ONE DOLLAR.....!
Others : ONE DOLLAR!
Cashier : 2 bun for TWO DOLLAR.....!
Others : TWO DOLLAR!
Cashier : 5 buns for FIVE DOLLAR...!
Others: FIVE DOLLAR!
Cashier : happy NEW YEAR...!
Others: HAPPY NEW YEAR!
That was what the din was about in breadtalk today, cos all buns were going at 1 dollar each. Guess they tried to be fun and innovative. Haah. It tickles.
-_- " ~
Friday, January 27, 2006
He didn't dare to tell me the truth because he thinks that I'm not open minded, and that he's afraid he'll scare me. Yes yes, he's right, I was in a total state of shock when I first heard about it, and I'm still very shocked at this juncture.
He knows me well, I really am not open minded, and I'm fine with being like that. I can't take the truth, I think. But nothing's absolutely right or wrong in this world, I can't force him to change whatsoever. Acceptance does not mean approval. Somehow, I feel like I cannot even accept it. I think I'm such a busybody. It's none of my business. Anyway I only see him three days a week now. And thinking about it, if Elton John can marry his boyfriend, why can't anybody else.
I'm glad that he told my colleague that he don't know how to tell me, and he's afraid he'll frighten me. Well, at least it matters to him. He's my first gay friend. That's damn sad.
Gosh. .
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
We left the ulu classroom and walked past the room. The sign on the door reads HEAD (DANCE). Huiqi read it aloud and asked us how to do a head dance. I thought it sounded funny. Hahaha. Wasted the entire afternoon in school waiting for strings class to start yet not going for it in the end. Went round loitering with wanq at bras besah. Man she does know the building friggin well. Haha. We shall busk on the 'rooftop' of bras besah, someday. Ehh went sweelee and met chan and lye! yes yes pleasant surprise. Haven't seen them in ten thousand years ever since stepping down in the guitar ensemble. Hahhhhhh. What a small small world. They are buying electric guitars for the club, which so isn't fair. Hah. S.L exploits, but cai cai can give me discount! Hah. I haven't visit her as promised, shall pay her a visit at the haunted branch next week, during my term holiday!!!! Yayyyy!!!
Oh well. Nafa openhouse feb 9 - 11! We're excited . Come and watch me play :D
I feel like I'm a step closer to my dream, to some extent. :) Anyway, like what Pau (my manager) said, yes I'd rather work hard so that I can spend my own hard-earned money guiltlessly and proudly, than squander money painlessly, and undeservingly. It's a pride thing, right.
Cheerioss
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Razhu has pivoty hands. It's a laugh-my-ass-off day.
Can't get my textbook for music appreciation. ARGH. Can't get my new year baju. ARGH. My red hair has faded, again. ARGGH. Haven't practise cello. ARGHHHH.
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!
It's a really funny day. And I like chit-chatting with my kids. The kids whom I tutor.
Hmm.
I make short-term plans for my life. Do you?
We should make plans- counting on God to direct us.
Proverbs 16:9
Friday, January 20, 2006
m : ni de sheng ri ji shi?
i turned to look at him
i : huh?
m : wo mai yi ge CD gei ni...
i : hmmm..............
Puzzled.
i : shen me ?
he picked up a cd. it reads .....
GUO MEI MEI
.
i: . ...... ......... . .. .. ....... .........
m: hAAhAAhAAA
i: ..................................
I'm working at a bossini which requires its sales asst. to shout "LAI AH LAI AH! MAI LIANG JIAN YOU ER SHI BA XIAN ZHE KOU AH!!!!!" I was totally aghasted when I was told to shout for customers on the first day of work. They say it's CNY, so it's for the sake of the season, for the fun of it. Ok it was quite fun, cos the rest of the malay girls were shouting in weirdest accents, and they have no idea what they were saying. I'm quitting this soon. Kinda miss gramo. :D
I have some new tuition assignments. This indian parent hired me to be her child's chinese tutor. The indian kid got 80 plus for his final exam last year when he's in primary 3, he said his dad wants him to get 90 plus this year. I'm gonna make him write ten thousand zuo wen for me to mark man.
I really do miss gramophone.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
fran and sucky manager loaded me with much music info.
:)
i bought 3 cds.
i should be converting to part-time since i'm starting school soon.
i'm happy.
or am i?
"a blog is a place to show off your achievements and 'happiness'. everything published, is only for show."
if the above is true, the blogger is laughable. egoistic. and pathetic.
i shall blog less.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
i'll give u blog add if i want you read what i blog about
